Why can't I cry about this...

Please read the words of my lovely wife.. We lost another good one. If there is one positive to the deaths that we’ve been through this year it is that I have learned to understand my grieving pattern. It starts out by me being seemingly unaffected (which really bothers me.. in a weird round about way) and then something will make it hit home and the floodgates open. While I know attending John’s memorial will be extremely difficult, the thing I know will be far more difficult will be setting up the train in the window of Artisans Gallery on the eve before Thanksgiving without gentle ribbing, helpful advice and hearing “Have a good turkey” from Mr Lisher.

John and Juleen have long been an inspiration to Serena and I. As Serena mentioned they bickered, argued and teased one another relentlessly… and loved every minute of it. They spent most of every waking hour by each others side… it’s pretty much exactly how Serena and I plan on spending our days.

I miss you John.